stop crying ur heart out..
i've finally stopped crying..
i woke up dis morning wif swollen eyes & i looked so gay!
its like when u cry the whole nite den the nxt morning ur eyes cant realli open & ur eyelids look damn thick
den i came 2 claz & started crying again..
mc said i looked heart-broken!
yesterdae's episode of america's nxt top model was soooooooooo sad!
i tot brandy would be eliminated coz of her fuckin' attitude but it was brita who got eliminated!
cheryl came up wif a stupid reason 4 my tears coz every1 started askin' mi y i was crying..
i saw a ghost den i screamed & the ghost got a fright & died so i syarted crying..
my eyes finally 'opened' like during recess when i was dancin' wif dharsh & ta-na..
at least my eyes look fine now..
im gonna be strong gurl & move on..
i noe i'll nv get over u but at least i noe i'll move on..
if i finally managed 2 move on like 3 mths ago..i can do it again..
all i need is time..
& shopping![& ur gonna tell mi its such a waste of $$$]
i'll treat the past 21 days dat u actually wanted mi back as a long dream..
like sum bdae-wish-cum-true which lasted 4 21 days..
i nv regretted not takin' shuhui's advice 2 juz kick ur ass & ask u 2 go 2 hell
coz im glad dat u 're-entered' my life
i took out the blink cd & stopped boycotting 'i miss you' & the moonflower spray coz dey remind mi of u
at least we had fun & left memories..[i like the swing!]
& we did stuff we nv did b4..[i mean goin' 2 ur house..havin' lunch wif ur family & church ppl]
ur mum was nice over the fone..though im still phobic
life was great after i've moved on & b4 u re-entered
& life's still gonna be great now..4 u & me =)
i'll still love u alwaez <3
